A story based on true events. After being brutally raped and left to feel responsible for the attack, Jill finds herself forced to find any way to emotionally survive. She begins to search for herself through reckless and cloudy relationships with others. With the failure of each relationship, Jill traumatically disintegrates. She decides to video-diary a trip to La Madera, New Mexico, to prove to the one she truly loves, that she has changed.